to put it into some context
September 28, 2013
i’m so conflict avoidant and have learned helplessness so well from being
neglected
that there have been two times in my life that i could have died because
in a crisis situation that requires action
i will literally lie down and wait to die
it was only because of outside intervention
that i didn’t, in fact die
one reason i avoid conflict is because
i *know* at this point
that if i get into a situation where i could die
i will not lift a single fucking finger to save my own life
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