i dream of being possible

it is weird when i see white people creating

it is weird…

when i see white people creating IDs around their kinks

and I wonder…

how nice it must be to be able to so easily indulge their kinks

because I know for me…

I’ve only had one person in my life i trusted enough to do that stuff with

too busy dodging Asian fetishists wanting a lovely ladyboy to colonize

or healing enough from past abuse to allow myself to be vulnerable like that

on top of just having someone… i was just plain attracted to for the right reasons