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I know that I have a personal trigger with ironic racism

I lived with a white roommate for 4-5 years

who was a really big fan of ironic racism

in fact, ‘those yellow, slanty eyed bastards’ was something I heard on a fairly regular basis.

of course, at the time I just laughed along with it, relatively certain that it was ‘just a joke’

(he was also massively transmisogynist)

and, was it any wonder that during the time we lived together my self-esteem went down the shit hole and this is when i stopped expressing my gender and essentially stuffed myself into a closet i had never been in?

zero patience for that shit

he also taught me that when someone outright says “i’m racist!” that even if they have a joking tone

you believe them and run the fuck away

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